I shall be happy with ME !

Does it cost much to be a good man,
then how does a scholar life turns in vain.
Believing to earn a living that fancy all hearts,
To live a dream and put misery outcast.

I don't need a massive house,
Or a load of fancy shit.
I only want a simple life,
That is non-materialistic.

In days when I was the best in your eyes,
In moments when I meant the whole world for you
What happened with those promises - so lame,
Coz, I'm still there and very same same.

You need to learn, that man can't buy,
Some friendship or her love.
And memories are all we take,
When we depart for home above.

If life would play a tune to please me,
I shall be happy with me !!!!
If one comes & find me one to be,
I shall be happy with me !!!!

What you'd do, it all your wish,
I can't make the destiny for you.
Yesterday you promised to stay,
Today you walk in a different alley.

While you're out blowing money,
I'll just stick to spending time.
Taking journeys and adventures,
Capturing pictures in my mind.

See all I ever want,
Is a life of love and joy.
And to someday raise a daughter,
Who would someday meet a boy.

I could only be so lucky,
In fact, forever I'd be pleased,
If the boy she someday met,
Resembled younger me.

I know I'm not the greatest,
There's no arguing that.
But, I'll remain a gentle soul,
A true and simple fact.

So, call me a lazy slacker,
Perhaps I'll never strike it rich.
But, I'm always kind and caring,
And, I'll never act like  a bitch.

You can try to judge me,
And tell me how I'm wrong.
But, this one here is my life,
And I will live it till I'm gone.

But see, the music and fighting,
Were mere entertainment and sport.
Instead, I vowed for the love,
From the bottom of my heart.

Now, at night I sometimes dream,
To be slightly mean.
Learn to strive for what I want,
Then cast aside the rest.

'cause money may try to alter,
The way people act and seem,
But, no currency will ever affect,
The fact that I am me.

Even the one's who walked away,
Even those who see me in dismay
I'll never find a soul to stay with,
I'm happy with what I have in me.

Begin a new chapter & play the game all new,
I wish one day this massacre of emotions do get away
A journey shall start to lay my happiness in way,
May be not today - but tomorrow 
I shall be happy with me !!!!