Lived a Life Loving Love

How much you try it will prick even more, 
How much you love it will kick even more
How much you attempt to leave it sometimes,
How much you desire to be by it anytime.

It can never be what you want to be, the best is what you can make with what you got. Even holding things to shape well for you is your optimism and eventually, a dried soul in a desert land. Relationship doesn't come so easy in any spheres of life. Be it for ages or for some quality time. So, is the love.

How can one love a person who can't make you love your own soul by your will. One who wished to change you for good from day one till you feel wrecked finding your decisions of life in some amateur hands. Though trust certainly built up to lead the life and have a complete journey altogether. But, no one finds what one goes through in behind those fake smiles.

People find it so easy to put across a blame, You might always wonder if everything was so perfect. How can one be so irresistible to understand and believe. It just the canopy of drama served in cold seldom thoughts of misery clouds. Each Celtic soul knows how a bagpiper marched past all the rats from the city and so the people when they didn't accept the deeds of piper. Everyone reacts to the situation even a dormant and lazy buffalo start fumbling her tail when a sitting pecker tries to peck into her body. 

We all are genuine human and I think the most intelligent soul on earth. Then, how it can be so disastrous for one to live and perceive what is right and where is wrong?

Eventually, every tumbling relation, every faltering career, every growing prosperity suffers the vital denial of human mind. 

We live, love and laugh - though always fail to provide the real objective of life to the others. 

Why one took a wrong decision,
Why one let things go away from him,
Why one made it so real to forget love,
Why one made it so simple for you to live.
Why one tried not to stop you from walking away,
Why one never tried to understand you ,
Why one always tried to make things by tit-for-tat,
Why one let the belief run away in the relationship

I guess all the answers are well settled in you to answer and choose what best can describe you. Because, 

No soul tries to miss any beautiful thing from their life. 
No soul wants to make things disappear in life,
No soul wants to make his love cry for him,
No soul wants to give hard time to life of his love
No soul wants to bind any heart with misery sown by them along
No soul wants to get tired of make one belief
No soul wants to treat a loving heart in despair
Because No soul wants to be loved for the cost of unending pain.

People call it - First love never dies. It sounds so romantic to hear and believe but, what if that love has killed your true desires for the rest of your life. What if that first love has made so incompetent to actually never believe a soul in life. What if that first love has pierced and broken you so immensely that it took a lifetime to mend and live again.

Though, you loved your love and what you get a dejection of a lifetime. 

A name to bear all life as a betrayer 
A quality to hide all life as a cheater,
A person to be all life as a loner,
A chance to live all life as a disaster
A hope to let all life as a impossible one to be loved.....!!!!

Who says love happens only once, If so we never have heard the word "PERFECT COUPLE" because life makes it easy for those who believe what they did was right and will remain right in eyes of their impression in the mirror. 

I lived my Life loving love not crying for it - Have you ??????