Gone are the days

Gone are the days when the sun use to set ! Seriously
Now I only see it rise every morning :(
Gone are the nights when shining stars looks so prettier than life,
Now I only get time to see my teeth shining :(

Gone are the moments when Life used to be real
Now I wish I hadn't ate the apple like adam surreal :(
Go went Gone, even I know the tenses,
Now I don't even know what I can have in present :(

Still the colors of life is not washed away,
I do cry and even loose myself for every misery :(
Even the hardest of blow never touched me down
Now is the time, when I can't stand with for a pleasant dawn

So rusty my mind can be, I never ever dreamt about it,
Now I'm thinking and pondering, what I could have done without it.
Still someday when I find my soul in peace,
I urge the nerves to let me be compose

Where I can see the destiny running away from me,
I am blundered and ruined like a castle invaded by foe

What one could do if the life runs like rat,
Prepare how much to end, but it never get straight.

Posing for big commitment or making the things so real,
Why do we have to even garnish what we can't feel
To live, to stay, to laugh or die with all leaving behind,

I'm turning every page of life, so much I could rewind.

Stories where life turned upside down,
Saga of fate, where a rank turned the kingdom on his name,
I wish one day it comes to me like meaning of my life,
Coz Gone are the day when I was happy and alive,

I was fighting with the least destructions acquired
Now, I am no one in land full of names,
Hope one day I would say it loud and clear,
Gone are the days when I was sad and numb.