Who will make world alive for me!

Numbers of innings,i held my back
Crazy world kept my life at stack.
Where could I hide the pain of it,
Its been ages,i loath for it.
If just I call a life for me,
Who will make world alive for me.
It must have been the past that runs,
Grazing around hiding in dunes.
All it means a passion to live,
All I need a reason to believe in,
The stars have almost disappeared for me,
Who will make world alive for me...!!!!